Monday, December 31, 2007
Happy 2008 !!!!! xD start a new life
since 2 0r 3 days didnt bl0g le, cuz n0 time plus lazy, LMAOs.1st 0f all, wish all ppl HAPPY NEW YR ! mayb ur new yr wil b beta.Ytd is 31 dec, which is new yr eve. I went to xbrate wit MY BELOVED FRENZS!BELOVED 4/2! LMAOs. We went K Box and sing. JOVAN IS POWER! even if he's sick, he stil sing verii WELL!! JH v0ice 0s0 nt badd. Lewis cha0s fk de, g0 thr sit n pay $ nia. But ytd was really FUN! After K Box we went to eat and to PS arcade, as usual, THEY WENT 3 ARCADE -_-!!! which make miie very tu lan cuz when we g0 t0 the 3rd arcade, is ardy 11 le and if we dun rush 0ver t0 DURIAN we ccnt watch the fire w0rks, and they tel miie , ''ok, we ply 1 round jiu go le' in the end they ply til 2350 den we g0 0ver t0 DURIAN by takin taxi, in the end watch 0nli abit nia >.<
After watchin fire work and the concert at thr, we went 0ver t0 Big O and t0n til 5 plus den all went my hse dwnstair de MCD eat breakfast den g0 my hse slp
They make my hse mre fun sia ^_^ cuz everytime im the onli 1 at hm, SIBEI SIAN AR! no ppl peii but at least ytd nite they at my hse even t0t gt a bit n0sy but im stil happy cuz MY HSE FINALY GT PPL LE! LOLs
I LOVE THEM ALL ! <3
>.<>Jacob bring BULLY BY THEM. PROVES!!LMAOs. Grace HEART PAIN. LMAOs
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9:36 PM
Friday, December 28, 2007
Nights wit0ut eu is L0NG
nitex wit0ut him is l0ng sia, d0in nth but missin him, tis is all i cn d0. Ppl sae tt im 2pii, i mysel 0s0 find mysel 2pii, zzz. He treat miie lik tt, i shldd let him pay but i stil thin 0f him. WTF M I DOIN?! ARG !!! Actuli decided tt, if i saw him i wil give him a 'gudd n nice' greetin BUT ARG! I JUS CNT STOP THINKIN ! FK LA ! y m i s0 2PI !? Y?!!!
PLS TEACH MI A GUD WAY TO 4GT HIM! pls pls pls !! ytd, when doin my things 1/2 way, i suddenli miss him al0t, is al0t sia. T.T
SKU G0IN T0 RE0PEN LE! SIANN ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
thrf0re tis few days went t0 buy sku things wit them. haha, 2dae we went t0 Ppl's park thr t0 buy sh0es, the sh0es actuli c0st $54+ de but j0van neg0 wit uncle, the price dr0p t0 $46 each, den in the end, the price dr0p t0 $45, LMA0s, cuz we 6 ppl buyin the same sh0es. CONVERSE SHOES 0NCE AGAIN.ZZ. but is was quite cheap, less $10 le !! wahahaha !!! LMAOs !
thinkin 0f quittin maple le, ani1 give miie ani c0mment f0r tis? zzz
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7:59 AM
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
HOHOHO ~ We wish eu a merry xmas, we wish eu a merry xmas and a happy new yr. Past 2 days was nt free, due t0 xmas eve and ytd went temple. LMAOsXmas eve was s0 fun!! VERII FUN~ WUWAHAHAH~ i ply until i 4gt everythings. It was dam fun, hw i wish tt all tis will hpp everydays. If tt were t0 hpp everyday, i thin i wil reali 4gt him. We went t0 0rchard t0 xbrate xmasmiie n ver0n, ti0 spray til lik tt, LMAOs. it was FUN ~!! SPRAY !!!! MUHAHAHA !!! GT TO SPRAY ALL AH NEH!! ah nehh sibei cham, titi ti0 spray and ti0 wack. B0th 0f us kena spray till the hair turn s0 messy and wh0le b0dy verry STICKY!! LOLs. BUt aft all is was s0 fun. I gt t0 4gt him durin tt time. ZX n JH, tis 2 idi0t!! i wan t0 tak their pic they SIAM AWAY!!! ARG !! ^_^Ytd went t0 Temple, ARG! Actuli t0t tt xmas cn xbrate wit frenzs in the end need t0 g0 t0 temple. It was DAM TIRIN le. ii wake upp jiu str8 went t0 tua le. Mich they all alrdy in tua when i reached tt time. haha, Ah bin and Sebas bring their d0gg t0 temple, micky and walfare. LOLs. cute d0g. i spent my time thr burnin j0ss paper, plyin wit the d0gs, eat and chat wit them. tis is my xmas. >.<>
at least xmas eve i hab euff fun. ^_^
iLOVEthem!! HUAT AR !!
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5:29 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Merry Xmas t0 all
haha, 2dae is xmas eve, Merry Xmas t0 all Frenzs!!! Xmas Xmas Xmas DUN B LATE LO!!! HOHOHOHO~ while waitin f0r ver0n t0 cme 0ver, ii came in t0 sae Merry Xmas t0 all. MUHAHAHA!!! 2dae g0in t0 wack indian, LMAOs, jkjk.
Tis is the 1st time i xbratin xmas wit Lewis they all, peri0us yrs i have been xbratin wit Jian Wei they all, we plan t0 watch m0vie den g0 0rchard den g0 t0n. Lata wil ask them t0 tak ne0print tgt, LMAOs. 2dae will 0s0 buy l0g cake n eat =X
2dae wil ply til i 4gt him, haha
TATA ALL! ver0n reachin le
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10:27 PM
HE's reali reali sux
Tis m0rnin when i wake up the 1st thin i d0 was l00k int0 my hp. In the end i saw HIM msgin miie. In the msg was ' eu hack my acc?' when he send miie tis msg, i was slpin thrf0re nv reply. The 2nd msg i saw was his t00, it sae ' TY for hackin both acc arh!' i was SMLJ! when did i hack his FKIN NOOB USELESS ACC, zzz. His acc hab nth w0rth f0r miie t0 hack it was s0 N00B! if ii wanna hack his acc i w0uld hack it earlier. FK HIM! the m0st w0rst things is he sc0ld miie 'SART!' when i saw tt, i was dam sad sia, tis is the 1st time he sc0ld miie wit th0se w0rds. haiis. But i feel WAT LE? sad ? happy ? unhappy? angry? i dun0. I'm sad cuz he sc0ld miie sart, im happy cuz he w0n b plyin maple anymre, i'm unhappy cuz he dun believe miie, i'm angry cuz HE SCOLD MI N DUN TRUST MI! but nvm! i must face it, since i'm the 0nli 1 hu gt his acc, but HW CAN HE SAE TT! I DIDNT HACK WAT! ARG !! FKIN FKIN TU LAN! REALI HAIIS!
EU IDIOT ! SCOLD MI SART RITE ?! YJB EU BASTARD! eu're w0rst den tt! i curse eu ! NO HAPPINESS! EU MAKE MI HATE EU MRE DEN ANITHIN WHEN I RAELI LOVE EU MRE DEN ANITHIN!
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7:22 AM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Dreams ..............
Dreams always d0n cme truth cuz it is jus a dream, dreams is nt real life, dreams is jus t0 let every1 enj0y while things cnt b realise in the real w0rld. Reali hate dreams.
Xi Wang always turn int0 Jue Wang, thrf0re i shldnt hab Xi Wang in everythings. Cuz he give miie h0pe and he crush the h0pe 0f mine
M0ng [ by OCT aka tiinGakazhU ]
mei ge ren d0u y0u m0ng m0ng li de ta men gan da0 hen kuai le
dan m0ng shi bu hui shi xian de m0ng zhe hui chui hui
mei li de m0ng zhi y0u zai gu shi li ke yi shi xian
m0ng zhi hui ran ren ku gei ren xi wang ran hu0 jue wang
m0ng ta bu shi zhen de ta zhi shi yi gei gu shi yi gei mei li gu shi
m0ng ran ren kai xin~ xia0~ ku~ m0ng jiu shi xi nu ai le~
* t0 b c0ntinue*
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1:55 AM
Friday, December 21, 2007
Ye Li De W0
ye shen le~ w0 yi zhi deng~ yi zhi deng zhe ni de lai tian~
deng da0 yue liang shui le~ tai yang qi shen qi le~ d0u mei jie da0 ni de lai deng~
ni sh0u ga0 hui pei w0 dang ni shi z0ng hai shi li kai le
lian yi sheng zai jie ye mei s0u
hen ye li~ w0 zai deng ni~ w0 de yan lei pei w0 deng ni~
yan lei lui gan le~ yi t0ng deng hua ye mei y0u~
w0 an wei w0 zhi ji~ ni yi shui le~ w0 jiu dai zhe w0 de yan lei shui zha0s le~
w0 xia0 zhe dui zhi ji s0u ni y0ng yuan bu hui li kai w0
dan yi qie d0u shi jia de~ zhe zhi shi yi ge m0ng~ ta bu shi xian shi shen hu0 ~
ta zhi shi t0ng hua li de xia0 s0u gu shi yi ge bu ke neh fa shen de shi qing
ta yi li kai le w0 zai ye mei y0u ni de chun zai le
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11:29 AM
Regrets
That time eu ask miie if i regret kn0win eu, nw i tell eu my ans f0r it, YJB i reali regret kn0win eu. Kn0win eu 0nli gt mysel hurt, cause pain f0r mysel but i reali wan to thx eu f0r everythings. When I'm sad eu're thr f0r miie, when i need sum1 eu're the 0nli 1 f0r miie even th0ught i n0e is 'real'. But at least eu let miie taste the feel of being care by 0thers and wats l00kin f0rwards. Nw all tis are g0ne, n0 mre le. It's the end f0r miie.
eu always sae ' w0 hen shuai de l0 ' but ii wanna tel eu eu're jus a sai, eu're nt shuai, if eu're shuai, thr's n0 ugly guys. But even if they're ugly, they gt gudd heart unlik eu, 0nli wan t0 ply wit 0thers feel.
can i n0e tis ? ' OCT i nt paiseh t0 sae, i did dr0ps tears f0r eu, eu're lucky' wats tis ? isnt truth? 0r isnt jus swt w0rds f0r miie t0 4give euu f0r tt time? IM DAM SAD, eu w0n understand my PAIN, the pain tt will tak my life t0 heal.
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11:18 AM
Always wanted t0 n0e y fr0m eu
I gt l0ts 0f questi0n t0 ask eu, but is t00 late since eu left. I wanna ask, y eu wanna tel miie all th0se things when eu dun decided t0 b with miie and b wit an0ther gurl? Y ??!!! isnt cuz eu jus wanna h0ng ar0? 0r mayb eu dun0 hw t0 reject my l0ve? 0r 0thers reas0n? Y ? ! Y ? ! i've cryin wh0le nite aft i saw tt, i scare t0 slp, i scare t0 cl0se my eye, cuz when i d0 tt, i will saw tt pic at frenzster 0f urs.
Eu hurt miie wit everythings eu gt till my heartt turn reali reali reali reai reali PAIN. being crush, being hurt til the DEEPEST! Y ISNT! I BELIEVE IN EU!! N EU GAVE MI TIS! Y! Y! Y! TEL MIIE Y! isnt tt im t00 2pii t0 believe tt eu changed? ARG!
YJB eu reali is a ii duno wat, human? a cb kia? a fker? a hongster? a bastard? which wan? 0r n0r 0f these? 0r sumthin mre w0rst den tis? TEL MI LA! JUS SAE LA! eu nv sae things clear, I HATE EU 4EVA! NV EVA WAN TO C EU! IM DDAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ppl sae im 2pii, shldnt wei le eu lik tt, but i cnt c0ntr0l my brain. i miss eu, i always thin 0f eu, im reali a 2pii! 2PI MI!
i wish t0 die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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5:15 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
The Hurt ...
Ytd ii saw his frenzster, and guess wat, i saw HIM WIT ANOTHER GURL which is his gf. isnt thatt im suay, 0nce I'm in frenzster i gt t0 c that.
My heart is hunt by billi0ns 0f arr0w and stabb by billi0ns 0f knifes. The feeling that i 1st had. The 1st time being s0 weak, the 1st time nv wannted tis t0 b, the 1st time i putting in my truth feeling for him andwat, it is being crush. My heart is br0ken dwn, crush dwn by the 1 hu sae that ' i will always be by ur side when eu need miie, I PROMISE, and i wil nv fail to b thr.'
BUT NW WAT! eu're the 1 that hurt miie the m0st, the wan that pulled miie back fr0m hell and nw eu're the wan that pushed miie back int0 it and INT0 THE DEEPEST!!
EU CRUSH EVERYTHING OF MINE!
[Ai Qing Mei Le] By OCT aka tiinGakazhU
ni shi nah m0 de wen r0ng ~ neh m0 de wen ran ~
zhi ya0 y0u ni zai w0 gan da0 an xing ~ kuai le ~
ni s0u gu0 ya0 w0 y0ng yuan HAPPY ~ ya0 w0 y0ng yuan SMLE ~
eu're the wan that take miie back fr0m g0dd, eu're the wan that make miie SMLIE and HAPPY
BUT NW ~ BUT NW ~ BUT NW ~
ke shi ni xian zai ba w0 dui hui nah t0ng ku de xian ya li
ni ba w0 dui ni de ai ~ hua chen le shang hai ~ t0ng hen ~ yan lei ~
tang ni li kai de nah ma0 ~ ni ba w0 de ling h00n ya0 dan z0u le ~
w0 de xin ~
ha0 xiang bei ji wang ge jian gei ca jing qu ~ bei ji wang ge da0 gei t0n ~
ni ba w0 dui ni de ai bian chen le hen ~ t0ng hen ~
w0 de wan mei ai qing ya bei ni hui le ~ zai jian le ai qing ~
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6:22 PM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
LALALA
2dae went 0ut with J0van they all t0 watch m0vie [ Alvin and the Chipsmunk ] again. haha. its was s0 fun. Their s0ngs WAS S0 CUTE!! I WAN THEIR S0NGS!
Nth muchh to sae le. haha . tmr den bl0g again . nitex all
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11:16 AM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
End Of Stress For the Yr
Last nite t0tally cnt slp well, slpp and wake upp cuz scare 0f 2dae 'N' LVL result. M0rning wake upp, went t0 Pe0ple's Park Mcd meet the 0thers. We eat 0ur breakfast thr, JH say we shldd enj0y 0ur last meal b4 takin result. LMA0s. We eat eat eat, and after all reached, they 0s0 eat eat eat and at ar0 1+ we tak cab g0 sku and face 0ur death tgt. When we reach sku, Mdm ch0y alrdy havin her speech wit the sec 4s. We went in sit dwn and listen t0 her speech. I was ' faster finish ur speech and give 0ut result le, arb0 im g0in t0 turn madd while waitin f0r the result' but when i heardd miss tan sae ' k, nnw, f0rm teacher pls start t0 give 0ut result t0 the students, i was SHENG AR ! JIU JIU WO BA ! ' but at the verii m0ment, the pers0n i wan him t0 b my side is 'HIM' but he will nv b thr for miie anymre. Until i heardd ppl c0rin miie ' CT lai' IT WAS MISS WONG CORIN MI ! ITS MY TURN TO GT RESULT !! i was s0 scare and keep cl0ver my eyes til ii heard mrs y0w sae ' C0ngrats eu PASS! ' LMAOs ! i was, is tis a dreams? TOO HAPPY LE! i gt 8 p0ints f0r my N lvl^_^ N i decided t0 c0ntinue my sec 5 with my BELOVED CLASSMATE! ^_^ REALI LOVE THEM! wanna cherish the time wit them, cuz left 1 mre yr nia. the best class im in is 4/2 ! I'M PRO OF ALL OF EU! LMAOs
BUT 2day, ii happy but 0s0 sad CUZ MY GUDD FRENZ CYR and LKY cnt b pr0m0tedd. Cuz LKY fail his Eng and CYR gt 11 p0ints. sad sad sad x100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
ii wan them t0 stay, if they're nt thr, 0ur class will change. I H0PE CYR N LKY WIL BRIN THEIR PARENTS TO MDM CHOY!! GOGOGOGO ! 4/2 SUPPORT EU ALL ! DUN LEAVE US!! WE NEED EU ALL !! ( hlpp them sae de ) MUST CONTINUE STUDY ! .
CONGRATS JOVAN GTTIN TOP IN NA!!
CONGRATS ALL TOP 5 STUDENTS FROM OUR CLASS !! JYJYJY
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8:59 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Happy and em0
2day went 0ut with JH they all. And 2day is Jac0b Bday, s0 we went x'bratin with them. We meet at cathay t0 buy m0vie ticket as we wanna watch War L0rds. The sh0w time was 7.15, s0 in btw the time, we went t0 arcade and PC bunk. Play until 7+ we went int0 the cinema t0 watch 0ur sh0w. The sh0w [ War L0rds] t0 me was, siian sia, cuz i d0n reali lik th0se war sh0w but cuz wanna pei them, s0 watch tgt with them l0. After the sh0w we went t0 buy cake and x'brate at PS's BK. At 1st was all was happy, until we start the t0pic N LVL result, all turn em0.
I think I'm the 0nli 1 wit 0nli 10% 0f passing N lvl. I turn the m0st em0 sia. Reali scare that i will fail N lvl and leave my frenzs. I'm scared 0f b0th tis. H0w i wish that he's thr f0r miie, but i n0e HE W0N. My heart feel lik crying. If i fail my N lvl, i dissp0intt 0thers. haiis
GOD AR ! WANNA HLP MI?! ARG !! LIFE REALI THROW OUT SUX FOR MIIE ! 1 days + till the result cmin 0ut. SHAG !
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7:48 AM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Raining Day
Tis m0rning, wake upp and g0 in maple until uncle suddenli c0r and sae wanna cme upp. Wh0 n0es he came upp 2 min lata, L0Ls. He came upp t0 see h0w was the painting d0ne by th0se painter and t0k c0k al0t wit miie, L0Ls. And the m0st angry thing was HE BRING A BITCH CME UP! TU LAN! After awhile he went 0ff le den i back t0 maple.
2dae in maple ver0n hlpp miie find bf, but f0und n0ne cuz i was busy entertaining uncle while she f0und s0me. S0 sian. If i hab a maple bf, i will really just treat it as a game, i w0n let the incident hpp again.
After ar0 6+ jian wei came up my hse ccuz the rain was t00 big, after the rain bec0me smaller, we went 0ut t0 meet samuel they all. We went t0 suntec, at 1st was cuz, we wanna g0 supp0rt sushii thr but while we were 0tw thr, she alrdy finish, LMAOs.( PS t0 sushi)
Tmr was samuel bdae but we x'brate 2dae cuz tmr his family member hlpin him t0 x'brate. He treat us t0 eat at Crystal Jade, LMAOs. After that we went t0 suntec arcade t0 ply till ar0und 11plus we went 0ff, and back t0 bugis, send samuel and kay and tay t0 bus st0p and send sushi t0 bus st0p and i went hm. ^_^
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7:52 AM
Friday, December 14, 2007
No Life De ....
Tis mornin those painter came my hse and startt paintin my hse wall. The smell was so SUX! While they were painting the wall, ii was mapling. The 1st thing i d0 when i l0g in maple was t0 check my st0re, but i f0und 0ut my 3x thr0w was n0t sell away, i was dam sad cuz ii 0nli earn few million nia, haiis. After that ii went t0 FM ch 20 t0 find xKoolz but suey suey is an0ther user, that user was a bit guai lan wit miie, when ii ask him, wat time wil koolz wake upp, he sae ' hw i n0e la' zzz. But suan suan tia0. Den i l0g 0ff, went t0 eat my 1st meal 0f the day, and watch anime till 7+ 0r 8 den g0 in maple again. Went in maple, chat wit the real xkoolz that ii was l00kin f0r, cuz wannna find 0ut zkm thin f0r JH they all. Den after ar0 1/2 hrs lata, i was t0ld by ray that my 3x thr0w was s0ld 0ut, i was so HAPPY! n went t0 my st0re and tak a l00k, IT WAS SOLD! LMAOs. s0 happy. Den ii give JH,ZX,Ray each 1 Mil, and decided t0 buy my purple cape and expand guildd^_^
At nite 10++ we went Guild PQ, cuz i learn hw t0 d0 Guild PQ fr0m mcd Guild ppl s0 ii decided t0 teach them hw t0 d0, but it was a FAILURE after all. Cuz they like n0t verii interested in learnin 0nli f0r JH, hu really tak a pen and write dwn th0se things. And Ray titi kpkb 0n f0ne. I was alrdy tu lan, ii hung up the f0ne and c0ntinue the Guild PQ. But after that i saw lewis die there, cuz he rem0ve the earring, which's n0t supp0se t0 b rem0ve if n0t he will die, i did t0ld him 0n f0ne when he ask, but after all he did that, i was s0 angry and left the Guild PQ area and went 0ff9. I dun think they n0e im angry wit them ba.
Jus nw 'he' t0k t0 miie in msn but 0nli 0ne sentence, haiis. I was s0 SAD! s0b
Cry In The Nite
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8:42 AM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
nitex wit BEAUTIFUL dreams but ..........
Last nite i dreams 0f him, dream that i was at his hse. From the dreams it was t0tally diff fr0m wat his hse supp0se t0 be, anyway is jus a dream. I dream tt gt 1 gurl c0r his hse f0ne but he wasnt at hm, s0 tt gurl leave v0ice msg f0r him. She sae tt she's his gf, and sae al0t lik, l0ve him la.... bla bla bla. Den in the dream, when ii heardd tt ii was s0 sad s0 i wanna g0 0ff, but he suddenly came hm, n he n0es tt i heardd the v0ice mail. In the dream he tell miie sumthin, it was 'ii wanna tel eu sumthin, is truth tt tis gurl lik miie but i nv sae i lik her ma' den i tel him 'i dun wan to listen anymre, i've euff 0f it' but he stil wanna sae mre, he sae 'i cnt 100% sae i l0ve eu, but i jus wanna b wit eu' but when he wanna sae mre, his m0ther came in and its st0p. Even th0ugh is jus a dream, ii wanna jus enj0y it n when i wake up, i'll let things b g0ne. haiis, Y CNT I JUS 4GT HIM!! SOB SOB
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9:17 PM
a unkwn days
2dae wake upp in the m0rnin, jiu g0 bath den g0 bunk meet ver0n, JH, ZX, ray t0 zkm f0r lewis. Lewis was sickk s0 we hlpp him zkm. 2dae my maple bf, Jaggyman went thr t0 meet us. Tis is the 1st time ii meet him, t0tally dispp0intedd wit him. Cuz zx was ask t0 ply lewis char, but he sae he scare lewis's char wil ma ti s0 ii ask Jaggy t0 ply f0r lewis. But when he saw lewis's char hp, he sae, his 0wn char clean hp 0s0 mre den him but since his lvl s0 high(12x) n lewis's 0nli 8x. N he sae tt lewis's item n00b, his item was ... pr0 ... i was smlj ! eu sayin my frenz le. I was dam angry and ask ZX t0 tak 0ver back. Aft ZX tak 0ver, Jaggy g0 find his frenz le, ii was dam ANGRY! But i nv sh0w 0ut t0 him. And zkm start le. Aft zkm end, ii LOOT th0se item wit0ut kn0win ii l00t ti0 Triple Thr0w which c0st 70++Mil mes0s. I was dam happy cuz my mes0s is g0in t0 finish^_^ Aft tt we went eatin at f00d c0urt n went hm.
Reach hm--> bath and start maplin. Here Jaggy g0 again, he pr0mise t0 give JH a int f0r earring de src0ll but when JH tak fr0m him, he sae he wanna sell him. JH wanna tel the guild but he type wr0ngly, s0 Jaggy saw it and sae wanna ks him. zzzz arb0 mass defame him zzzz [SMLJ!]. Aft kn0win tis ii was DAM X10000000000000000 ANGRY!! s0 ii pm him n ask him, he himsel sae sae he was 0nli jkin, zzzz. BUT SCOLDIN MY FRENZ TREATIN MY FRENZ LIK TT IS A BIG NOX10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000!! I HATE IT EVEN T0T IS JUS PLYIN! cuz when he sayin lewis's char, i saw it mysel he was DAM COKIN TYPE! n JAPPY IS ALWAYS LIK TT !! I HATE IT !! den ii asked f0r break, n he sae anithin l0, s0 we break le. LMAOs
aft all tis while ii f0und 0ut 1 thin, 70% guys lik t0 talk bigg abt themself
LMAOs, is t0 sum nia
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9:24 AM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Day Of Siansation
2dae wh0le day was s0 sian, m0rning wake upp t0 cre8 bl0gg den went t0 dental den back home. Back hm maple again until jie jie came back, she b0ught 1 m0rri0r. She sae she wanna put the m0rri0r 0n the wall which is beside my c0m table^_^ s0ng ! can 1/2 ply game 1/2 tak a l00k 0n myself^_^
2dae my teeth sibei pain! ytd was my 1st day puttin the braces, it was dam pain, pain til i cnt slp well,and the pain is all tooth pain nt only 1 teeth, s0bs0b. But wei le ai mei, ii wil REN ! LMAOs! if he's thr, i thin i wil nt pain ba, cuz he will t0k c0k wit miie t0 make miie 4gt the pain>.<
but aft he's not ar0und f0r miie ii was S0 SIAN! haiis. I'm s0 weak, wit0ut him ii turn like tt, _l_ !!! w0nder wat he's d0in nw , haiis, h0ngin wit 0ther gurls? swt t0k wit 0ther gurls ? 0r at clubbin dancin? ARG ! my wh0le was him ! him! him ! HU CN HLP MIIE ! ii DUN WAN TO THIN OF HIM !! SOB SOB ! when i thin 0f him my heart was dam dam dam pain. The 1st time ii feel pain in my heart. haiisTis pic was taken ytd at tua de, haha, tis look lik my maple char^_^Ytd was rainin heavy at my tua thr, ii t00k tis pic cuz 0f the rain, the rain was big and it cause the fl00din 0f the fl00r den ah bin need t0 d0 sumthin t0 it s0 he pass miie his hat( tt wan ii was wearin^_^) here i g0, my mind was thinkin 0f ' hey tis cap, if i wear it wil it look lik my char?' haha, thr i g0, start takin pic *_- aft i t00k it, i l00k at it, it was lik my char , tis make the real tiinGakazhU. LMAOs. gt 70% l00k it ba. LMAOs. <<>
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10:11 AM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
1st Blog Post
Tis is my 1st blogging, but stil dun0 hw to use it in a pr0per way, like editing th0se skins, etc.... h0pe sum1 will teach miie ^_^
ii wanna type all my happy and unhappy here since he's nt thr t0 listen t0 miie anymre, with0ut him i reali dun0 wat i can d0. Every nite will stil thin of eu, h0pe tt 1 day he will c0r miie but i n0e tis is BU KE NEH de
ii noe him(jappy) thr0ugh maple. At 1st we were jus maple stead, and after few days we xchange 0ur hp n0 cuz he wan it( mayb im wr0ng fr0m here 0n). We noe each other durin feb 07 de, after the xchange of hp n0 we start msg-in wit each 0ther, at 1st ii treat it as msg-in wit a frenz. Aft few days lata, we start t0kin 0n f0ne wit each 0thers, and was very happy at tt time cuz b4 knowin him, my feeling all day l0ng is sian/em0/lifeless. My life was sku--> g0 0ut wit frenzs t0 slack --> hm --> slp, mayb sumtime wil maple. Aft knowin him, ii start t0 lik maple al0t, everyday aft sku ii wil chi0ng hm t0 0n9 maple n w8 f0r him t0 0n9. From den 0nwards, i hardly g0 0ut wit frenzs, always stay at hm t0 maple and chi0ng my lvl. I dun0 y the sudden change 0f miie. From tt days 0nwards i chi0ng maple and always t0k 0n f0ne wit him, everyday ii will w8 f0r him t0 0n9, w8 f0r him t0 call miie ( tis bec0me my life and im gttin use t0 it).ii when t0 meet him durin b4 my N lvl start, tt time was t0 peii him t0 zkm. We were dam happy f0r tt few m0nths, but sumtime he lik t0 keep things t0 himself, tis make miie w0rry f0r him but he dun0. I mysel 0s0 dun0 when i start t0 lik him, everytime he sae w0rds lik ' tis gurl dam chi0 le ' ii start t0 gt sad, heartt feel pain. Sumtime when we quarrel, i will hide mysel n cry ( wit0ut ppl kn0win). I did t0ld him ii start t0 lik him, but he t0ld miie ' i nw dun feel lik havin a gf ' i was ' nvm l0 , i willin t0 w8 f0r him' but when time pass, i suspect tt he's h0ngin wit 0ther gurls, but i stil wanna trust him since i ask him, 'cn ur w0rds b trusted?' he t0ld miie ' yes' but durin 0CT 07 sum1 came t0 tel miie tt he's been lookin f0r his x steadd, i was ' SMLJ ? ' n gt angry, cuz he sae he dun wan it nw , but y he l00k f0r his x ! den we break in maple. But aft we break he came t0 find miie in maple de FM, he t0ld miie tt he dun wan a gf cuz he wan t0 earn his 0wn m0ney by nt usin his parents m0ney, and 0s0 sae tt he wan t0 have his 0wn car 1st b4 havin a gf. Aft tt sum1 else came t0 tel miie tt he gt real life gf and i saw it, i ask him but he sae ' NO' and say i see wr0ngli. I dun wanna trust him anymre, and ii accepted an0ther guy, cuz ii wan t0 make him angry and feel being dump. But when im wit tt Bf, ii was thinkin abt HIM ! ii felt unfair f0r him s0 ii ask f0r break aft 1 m0nth since i n0e ii cnt 4gt jappy. Aft ii break wit him , i thin jappy saw my msn msg n nick, he ask miie t0 c0r him, and he c0mf0rt miie. ar0 1 wk lata he ji0 miie 0ut, tt was actuli cuz he gt zkm and wanna miie peii him but in the end the zkm was cancelled, s0 he ask miie pei him g0 0ut, sae wat: g0 r0mantic la, wanna h0ld my hand la, in msg c0r miie la0p0 all th0se. but things change aft tt day we went 0ut t0 m0vie, he didnt c0r miie le, ii c0r him ask wat was he d0in, he sae he was busy wit weddin things, but 4 days busy wit it? cnt b ! and sum1 else came t0 tel miie he saw him wit an0ther gurl!! FK UP ! ii realized tt HE CNT B TRUSTED! even last wk thur he gt zkm, i was supp0se t0 g0, in the end i make up a lie, t0ld them ii was sick, jus cuz i dun wan t0 c him.
Even t0t ii dun wan t0 c him, i was dam dam dam dam SAD. Every nite sti thin 0f him, ii suddenli feel tt wit0ut him wan cn i d0? im used tt he's always thr f0r miie, but nw he's nt thr le, i must learn t0 b by mysel
iHATELOVE! iHATE4EVA! iHATEeu! iHATEHPROMISE! !! iHATEfirter! yEuWanToMakeMiLoveEuWhenEuAlrdyGt1! HATE!LOVEcntBeTrusted!!i mUST TY HIM FOR ALL THESE . TY YJB !
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