Wednesday, January 30, 2008
HAHA
TMR IS MY BDAE!! MUHAHAHaa !! tues tt at nite ar0und 9 lik tt went t0 find jian wei they all. HAHa. wei sae ' lata wat eu buy i pay f0r ur bdae present cuz we reali dun0 wat t0 buy f0r eu', i thin i spent their $100++ in 1hr ? HAHA. 2dae ms w0ng gave miie 10 chocolate, is a pack 0f ch0c0late lik tt de, i gave them t0 the boys, haha cuz eat t00 muchh ch0c0late WIL FAT!! IM ON DIET! den she 0s0 gave miie a bdae cardd, haha. ytdd g0d ma and g0d jie jie give miie ang ba0 f0r present.
w0nder wat wil i gt f0r tmr, nth ? LOLs hahaha H0PE TMR NO HW !!! MUHAHAHA
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10:50 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
haha, Lady miie? LMAOs
ytd went t0 make my hair, LOLs, its l00k dam 0LD!! ( f0r weddin dinner de )ytdd stil went weddin when im stil sick, but heng my fever g0ne and left flu nia, arb0 0s0 cnt g0. Actuli h0r, i 0s0 dun0 ytd g0 hu's weddin sia. Uncle jus ask miie g0 weddin den i jiu ' 0rh 0k l0' haha. g0 thr saw a l0t relative ( but i dun0 hu the hell they are-_-!!) mum and aunties they all were lik, ' lai, c0r ..... ' i jiu 0rh jus c0r them, zzz. den the f00d thr sibei nice le, hahaha, but the music gt a bit WRONG sia, the music is lik when ppl g0in t0 sae bb tt type de music, zzz. but stil 0k l0. haha. den they serve miie red wine, at 1st was MUHAHAHaa! cn drink lia0, in the end, CHAOs FK! the red wine nt c0ld, zzz sibei nan he sia! >.<>
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6:12 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
decided ?
jus w0ndering shld i tel him abt my feelin an0t le. my heartt lik titi ask miie t0 tel him le, but i SCARE!! BU GAN!! cuz he lik th0se ANTI-GURLs type de guys. LOLs
w0nder if i shldd sae an0t le!!! SOB!! SHLD I SAE?! but scare sae lia0 cnt b frenz lia0 le. ARG!!
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6:21 AM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
SHAGGyy
jus gt hm fr0m tua, sibei tiredd. i burnt b0th my sun n sat at tua, shagg ar. ytd supp0se t0 xbrate apple's bdae de, but in the end cnt g0 cuz need t0 g0 tua t0 prepare 2dae things. s0 b0 bian jiu g0 dwn, actuli t0t tt cn leave earlier t0 j0in them de but in the end peh peh cme jiu cng g0 le. ytd stay at tua til 3 plus den g0 hm slp til 2dae m0rnin 9.30 jiu g0 dwn temple again til nw. guess wat, IM EATIN ICE CREAM NW WHILE BL0GGIN!! MUHAHAHaa. t00 shagg le s0 need sum ice cream t0 warm miie up. lata 5 plus stil need t0 g0 g0d ma hse, sibeii busy sia!! den im sick nw. zzzz
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11:56 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
am i stil angry ?
he msg miie ask miie if im stil angry wit him. w0nder w0nder, am i stil angry wit eu? i 0s0 dun0 le. my thinking was since eu leave le stil wan t0 care s0 muchh f0r fk? and wat f0r i angry? i angry eu wil cme back meh? N0 RITE! den FK 0FF LA! if i tel eu i stil angry wat wil eu d0? ap0l0gise 0r swtt t0k again? if i sae im nt angry, are eu g0in t0 start ur LJ t0k again? since eu gt gf lia0 eu reali dun need t0 care abt miie. eu cn treat tt im jus a passerby 0r stranger t0 eu. even if eu dun hab gf eu 0s0 dun need t0 care abt miie, cuz i WLI NV TREAT EU AS FRENZ! NV! even if eu becme my frenz i wil stil thinks tt, are eu truth. all th0se fkin c'b stuff! s0 i advise, jus tak as im a stranger, we nv n0e each 0ther. f0r miie, eu're jus a m0ther fker? idi0t? 0r sumthin tt is w0rst den tis. 0r shld i sae eu're nt w0rth even 1 cent? actuli i nv t0t tt eu wil stil msg miie, but eu're s0 THICK face sia. 0 ya, tel eu 1 mre thin, eu're nt shuai pls st0p sayin tt eu're VERY SHUAI, mayb eu shld sae ' im verii SAI?' if 100 marks i wil 0nli give eu 5/100 ? LOLs
after wat i've learn fr0m eu, i n0e tt i shld jus stay away fr0m guys lik eu. i shld nw l00k f0r th0se guys hu cn study wit miie, influence miie wit gudd intenti0n. jus wan t0 b a n0rmal student and live n0rmal
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8:46 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
SIBEI SIBEI SIBEI SAd+LONELy+SCAREd
dun0 y, 0ut 0f a sudden, my heartt was s0 scare s0 lonely so sad. my w0rld suddenli turn DARK, reali dark. DUNO y! everyday headache. dun0 is cuz study t00 muchh 0r stress 0r wat la. mayb thin t00 muchh but i try t0 thin less le but stil the same.
since the day they t0ld miie abt wat HE sae i was dam sian 1/2 lia0, den I WAS TOTALLY SIAN LA!! 2dae my hse bathrm start the 2pii zhuang xui, make miie cnt bath properly, den my hse flood wit DUST!! make miie flu! KNN !! ARG !! GOD IS UNFAIR TO US !!!
HU CN HLP MI!!! IM SURE GOD CNT HLP MI! CN EU HLP MI ?!!!
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6:20 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
SOB
haiis, w0nder y im s0 sad sia. Since the day eu left miie behind i felt empty miie, th0ugh i wanna try t0 xfer the l0ve t0 'HIM' i 0s0 cnt d0 it le. At 1st i t0t tt i cn d0 it by facing him everyday, but den i 2day den n0e, my heart my mind ALL IS EU!! eu r irreplaceable ba, rmb wat eu t0ld miie? ' in tis w0rld thr's n0 0ther hu is lik miie, the one tt is always by ur side when eu need sum1, the 1 tt wil always b thr f0r eu.' n eu 0s0 sae ' n0 0ne else cn make eu lik tt le' i believe le, i trust tt in tis w0rld eu're the 0nli 1 i wil reali d0 anithin f0r. HAIIs! Every1 was, ' aiya he's a b@stard', ' thr's sum1 else beta den him', ' 'HE' is beta den him' zzz even i mysel n0e tt eu're jus playin wit miie but i stil LOVE eu tt muchh. zzzzzz IM A BAKA MORNO!!!
since y0ung i dun live wit my parents, nv n0e wat's is being loved, bring care 0r being d0te. he's the 0nli 1 tt let miie n0e these, but it is A BEAUTIFUL LIES TT HURTs. i reali h0pe tt sum1 cn tel miie wats tt by truth feelin n nt LIEs! I WAN TO NOE WATS THE FEELIN OF BEING LOVED DOTE AND CARE!!
i really feel lik crying, im jus continue studyin studyin jus t0 4gt eu!! but i cnt !! i stil cnt! i t0ld mysel i wil 4gt eu if i study mre n jus keep studyin i cn 4gt eu !! BUT I STIL CNT !! >.<>
from y0ung, im jus being treated lik a RUBBISH!! bring pushed t0 0ther and hab 0utsider t0 tc 0f miie, my parents were jus HACKACRE 0f wat they did t0 miie, wat i gt fr0m them was 0nli PAIN SORROW HATEs CANNED WACK. g0 hm father wil 0s0 d0 the same, i wan a n0rmal life nt a gurl wh0m is wit0ut childh00d. when i heard frenzs t0kin abt childh00d, i gt nth t0 sae, i wil 0nli sae ' sry, i gt n0 childh00d' n wil jus walk away wit silence. i jus wan t0 b a n0rmal child wh0 hab childh00d, hu hab their parents t0 d0te 0n. hu cn hug their parents everyday while sayin gud nite t0 them, havin thier parents sayin tt ' guai ting, iLOVEeu'. All these r jus simple yet i gt n0ne. Ah bin sae i must 4gt all this but i reali dun0 hw shld i d0 t0 gt it. isnt tt i study everyday every min t0 4gt it? i alrdy try tt le, but stil n0 use, tt cause my head t0 w0rst, turnin miie t0 suffer fr0m headache and stress.
I jus need a shlder t0 led 0n, maybe 'HIM' but since he didnt even wan to care den tt's it
Guess wat i'm doin when i'm bl0ggin
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4:05 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
[S Pop's Photo]tis wks is a busy wk sia. everyday HW HW HW! n0 time t0 slack 0s0. ytd g0 ngee ann p0li wit sku f0r seein c0urses. g0 thr nt bad sia gt f00ds t0 eat, pepper m0st w0rst, ' gt f00d le!' den she wil SMLIE HAPPILY, LMAOs. when we reach thr we were all invisted t0 their ava rm? and tt pers0n sh0w us a vide0 and tel us tt thr wil b S POP cmin at 4 t0 perf0rm! MUHAHAHa! at 4 i ask th0se guys wanna g0 watch S POp an0t, they make miie tu lan sia, i ask dun0 hw mani times yet n0ne reply miie, zzz. den i jiu suay le. since we wan watch we g0 0ursel ha0 le. at 1st we were jus standin thr and watch but aft ar0und 5 min lik tt 3 ppl g0ne 0n the 1st r0w s0 we t00k 0ver their sits. haha is A 1ST R0W SIT W0R!! ver0n was ' wei lata tio sh00t ti0 jiu cham lia0 la' haha. i tel her ' aiya lata camera cme h0r we l00k dwn jiu ha0 le' haha. actuli gt abit n0 m00d b4 tt cuz 0f them la, but after listenin t0 S POP's star singin im alive again!! LEON IS THR TOO!! OMGSSSSSSH! he cut his hairs >.<>
den when we were at T3 we start takin ph0t0, LOLs
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6:06 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008
haiix
haiix, 2day tak back 0ur POA test result >.<>.<
i was dam sad sad sad, after tt result, i ji ta0 wanna cry 0ut lia0 but i c0ntr0l my fkin tears fr0m dr0pping 0ut. i w0nder shld i st0p studyin sec5, i everyday feel lik cryin but i cnt cry, zzz. i'm stil nt use t0 th0se ; everyday face bks life. i everyday face th0se bks til my head verii pain. always thin wat if i fail my o lvl, wat wil hpp. >.< always thinkin 0f this fkin things n0n-st0p thinking. in the past i was always slackin arb0 maple 0r ply games. nw everyday face BK!! BKS BKS BKS! sum ppl wil tel miie nt t0 face bk everyday but i cnt dun face them everyday, cuz if i dun face bk everyday, u'm jus wastin my 1yr in sec5. WAT CN I DO?!! ARG !! w0nder which day eu all wil c miie in paper
HEADLINE: OCT was dead due t0 studying t00 much and turn crazy
w0ndering when tt day wil cme, zzz. sumtime i wish i c0uld jus die fr0m accident 0r bla bla de, zzz. i n0e is abit childish but i stil feel lik doin tt, zz
im t0tally USELESS! HOPELESS IN STUDY! IN EVERYTHING!
even if i lik him i 0s0 dun dare sae 0ut, zzz. cnt even c0ntr0ll my mind. always thinkin 0f sumthin. n0ne st0p thinkin. HW I WISH I WIL JUS BEGONE FROM TIS FKIN STRESS WORLD!
ARG !!!!!!!!
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4:15 AM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
SUn LIAo !! ARG !!
[tis photo was edited by mi when im SO SIAN SIAN SIAN, i wil always d0 tis kind 0f things]
2day is sunday again, SIAN! tmr m0n lia0 >.<>.< if i p0n ver0n g0in t0 kill miie and i cnt c ... hahaha. sibei shagg ar!
2day went t0 buy th0se slpin stuff wit jian wei f0r my c0usin wh0m is cmin 0ver t0 sg wit her frenz t0 stay at my hse 0n tue. WHOOo ! EXCITED SIA! s0 l0ng nv c her lia0. thin she gt prettier den last time lia0^^
h0pe my rm is bigg euff f0r 5 ppl t0 slp. LOLs
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1:38 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
ITs SAt !! LMAOs !
The day Finally I'm OUT OF THE WORLD OF BOOKS! MUHAHAHa
2day m0rning went t0 dental t0 change my braces de things, it takes ar0und 1 h0ur, after that i pei ah b0ss g0 market buy th0se things that are needed f0r temple. KNN de, when ah b0ss buying th0se things, i stand with her ma, den th0se aunty and uncle was ' xia0 meii, jie gu0 yi xia' titi like that sia, den i thin i sh0uld change place, s0 i stand ant0her side which lesser ppl take t0 walk, but in the end, i stand there, m0re and m0re ppl cme, n again, they sae ' xia0 mei jie gu0 ' zzz. i tu lan sia, den i tell ah b0ss i g0 1st, cuz 0s0 nth t0 d0.
Den g0 hm, 0n9 maple awhile cuz wei c0r miie sae gt ppl ks my n00b, den i g0 in walk walk. ar0und 2 plus g0 meet ver0n den g0 eat den meet them den buy ticket f0r sh0w.
2dae we watch ' 1 miss call' haha, lewis m0st cham, he sit beside me and he was being MUHAHAHa by me. LOLs. when i scare, i will h0ld 0n tight t0 lewis arb0 pitch him, haha. after the sh0w end, the thing he tell me was ' wei, w0 de sh0u hen t0ng le ' LMAOs . SRY LAO DA ! haha
after sh0w we went t0 meet shi y0ng and j0e den they g0 p00l again, til ar0und 10 plus i and ver0n jiu g0 hm le
-MUACKs THEm ALL- ^_^
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7:48 AM
Friday, January 11, 2008
ITs FRi !! yea!
( tiis pic edit by miie when im b0red.LMAOs [ HURtts])Finally is FRI!! MUHAHAHA !!
2day as usual, m0rnin wake upp g0 sku, den bla bla. 2day gt chinese test, compostii0n. After test went t0 the, Class Committee training, WASTe of time sia. Ms w0ng ch00sen miie t0 b the secretary f0r the class -_-! d0 i have the face? zzz, t0tally 0UT 0F P0INTS! g0 thr listen t0 wat they wanna sae, but when we step in Mb0x, (dun0 hu the teacher is) she was sc0ldin ppl, zzz. Den til ar0und 2 jiu g0 le, MY FRI BEING CRUSH DWN BY TT. t0t aft test cn g0 hm slp le, in the end g0 attend tt thing, siann
Den reach hm jiu lik tt l0, buy f00d eat, watch sh0w den g0 in maple awhile til jie cme hm, she use c0m den i slp, den she g0 0ut i wake up use c0m. LOLs
i'm s0 lifeless sia, LMAOs.
They sae tmr wan watch [1 miss call] OMGSSSSSSSH! WO BU GAN KAN!! >.<>
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3:29 AM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
10.01.08
SHAGG AR! m0rnin 6.15 wake upp g0 bath den g0 meet ver0n den meet them. 2day Lewis was late f0r sku, cuz he sae he waited 1hrs de TRAIN!! OMGSSSH! S0 L0NGGGGGG .LMAOs. Den J0van sae he will b late t0 sku s0 nv w8 f0r him, Raym0nd 0s0 the same! LOLs. Den aft J0rdan, Grace, lengleng, Jac0b reached we jiu walk up the 2PI HILL and g0 t0 sku.
2dae GT P0A test, SIIAN! i thin fail de, cuz cnt balance and dun0 hw t0 d0, i anyh0w adjust the adjustment. LOLs. preparin t0 g0 back 0n sat le >.<>
After sku miie ver0n and grace went t0 eat at s11, btw the eatin IT RAIN!! ARG! n is heavily thrf0re we have t0 g0 t0 the 0ld aunty place and slack t0 waste 0ur time til the rain st0p and chi0ng hm! LMA0s. Once i reach hm alrdy 4 plus le, shagg! reach hm jiu bl0ggg le. LMA0s
bl0ggin WIL HLP US IMPROVE ENG! LMAOs ! SO BLOG MRE! LIFE IS GTTIN SICK FOR MI! SIAN , i wan t0 p0n10!! LALALA ~ HAHA
2day in math class, really wan ki sia0 lia0, Y MUST WE SEPARATE?!! eng, math, chinese all g0 t0 tt fkin USELESS CLASS 5/2 !! saw tt bitch thr i siian 1/2. tt class ji ta0 is h0peless t0 miie, they dun listen t0 wat teacher sae sia, they jus d0 their 0wn t0k their 0wn ( smlj?) feel lik slappin them, alrdy sec5 lia0 stil dun0 hw t0 thin. MUST STUDY MA! HAIS! sian sia, y MUST SEPARATE US?!! SIANN AR ! the math 0s0 sian. Teacher teach lik nv teach, zzzz
I WAN TO STUDY WIT MY OWN CLASSMATE!!
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12:32 AM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
SHAGGGGGGG
sku shagg sia, tis few dae, n0 time t0 bl0gg due t0 sku w0rk and wkend went sebas de bdae xbrate at chalet
At Chalet was dam fun, drink fr0m nite t0 m0rnin, actully is cnt drink de cuz ah b0ss is thr but, haha, drink in a secret place? LMAOs. The 1st 1 t0 drunk was sebas's frenz, brand0n 0r wat de. HE WAS DAM DAM FUNNY!! Since he was the 1st t0 drunk s0 we tc 0f him ma, when we try t0 put him lay dwn 0n the fl00r he wil sit upp himsel within 15sec. LMAOs( repeated mre den 6 times). Den the next t0 drunk was sebas, haha, but he's beta, cuz he nv sit up n lay dwn lik HIS FRENZ. LOLs. Tt dae was dam high, s0 l0ng nv drink lia0, den nw i drink again, THE FEELIN WAS S0 S0NG!! LMAOs
nw aday, busy wit sku w0rks, busy studyin busy slpin.LMAOs. TIRED ! EVERYDAY SO TIRED!! g0 sku cnt slp le, NO MORE SLPIN FOR MI!! stay alert n listen t0 wat teacher gt t0 sae. SHAGGG AR! SEC5 STRESS MI LIK HELL!! BUT I MUST STUDY HARD TO SHOW THEM I CN DO IT!
INACTIVE FOR MAPLE.SUTYDIN!!
SUPPORT MI! ^_^
LOVEfrenzs!! MUACKs!!
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12:09 AM
Friday, January 4, 2008
SKU SHAGG ar !
1st day 0f sku make mi s0 tiredd, cnt slp well at the ntie b4 sku re0pen. Every year wil excitedd til cnt slp but tis yr is, cuz used t0 everyday slp late s0 cause miie cnt slp. 1sr day 0f sku alrdy give mii stress lia0. ARG !! 'O' LVL !! ALL teacher cme in sure t0k abt 'O' LVL! listen lia0 0s0 shagg ar.1st day 0f sku all meet n g0 tgt, in the end lewis tmd nv turn upp thin cuz 0f 0ver slp, hai us abit jiu wan late f0r 0ur 1st 0f sku! tmd ASS HIM !!SHAGG AR ! SKU SHAGG SHAGG ! SIBEI SHAGG AR !but aft sku reopen i feel lik i must everyday g0 sku cuz i wan t0 c him, zzz i xfer my VIM LOVE t0 him lia0, LOLs. But dun0 if he n0e i lik him an0t le,LOLs. if he n0e wat wil hpp ? OMG ! if he dun0 den lik tt ? i 0s0 dun0 le, STUDY HARD 1ST! But he make miie everyday wan g0 sku is a gudd thing, LMAOs. HAHAHAi find tt when i wear tis sku unif0rm gt a bit weird le. LOLs. i thin cuz t00 l0ng nv wear le,LMAOs. STUDY HARD BA ! 5/1 HUAT AR ! LOVE eu all !! MUACKs<3
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7:48 AM