Monday, January 14, 2008
haiix
haiix, 2day tak back 0ur POA test result >.<>.<
i was dam sad sad sad, after tt result, i ji ta0 wanna cry 0ut lia0 but i c0ntr0l my fkin tears fr0m dr0pping 0ut. i w0nder shld i st0p studyin sec5, i everyday feel lik cryin but i cnt cry, zzz. i'm stil nt use t0 th0se ; everyday face bks life. i everyday face th0se bks til my head verii pain. always thin wat if i fail my o lvl, wat wil hpp. >.< always thinkin 0f this fkin things n0n-st0p thinking. in the past i was always slackin arb0 maple 0r ply games. nw everyday face BK!! BKS BKS BKS! sum ppl wil tel miie nt t0 face bk everyday but i cnt dun face them everyday, cuz if i dun face bk everyday, u'm jus wastin my 1yr in sec5. WAT CN I DO?!! ARG !! w0nder which day eu all wil c miie in paper
HEADLINE: OCT was dead due t0 studying t00 much and turn crazy
w0ndering when tt day wil cme, zzz. sumtime i wish i c0uld jus die fr0m accident 0r bla bla de, zzz. i n0e is abit childish but i stil feel lik doin tt, zz
im t0tally USELESS! HOPELESS IN STUDY! IN EVERYTHING!
even if i lik him i 0s0 dun dare sae 0ut, zzz. cnt even c0ntr0ll my mind. always thinkin 0f sumthin. n0ne st0p thinkin. HW I WISH I WIL JUS BEGONE FROM TIS FKIN STRESS WORLD!
ARG !!!!!!!!
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