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Tuesday, January 22, 2008


SOB

haiis, w0nder y im s0 sad sia. Since the day eu left miie behind i felt empty miie, th0ugh i wanna try t0 xfer the l0ve t0 'HIM' i 0s0 cnt d0 it le. At 1st i t0t tt i cn d0 it by facing him everyday, but den i 2day den n0e, my heart my mind ALL IS EU!! eu r irreplaceable ba, rmb wat eu t0ld miie? ' in tis w0rld thr's n0 0ther hu is lik miie, the one tt is always by ur side when eu need sum1, the 1 tt wil always b thr f0r eu.' n eu 0s0 sae ' n0 0ne else cn make eu lik tt le' i believe le, i trust tt in tis w0rld eu're the 0nli 1 i wil reali d0 anithin f0r. HAIIs! Every1 was, ' aiya he's a b@stard', ' thr's sum1 else beta den him', ' 'HE' is beta den him' zzz even i mysel n0e tt eu're jus playin wit miie but i stil LOVE eu tt muchh. zzzzzz IM A BAKA MORNO!!!
since y0ung i dun live wit my parents, nv n0e wat's is being loved, bring care 0r being d0te. he's the 0nli 1 tt let miie n0e these, but it is A BEAUTIFUL LIES TT HURTs. i reali h0pe tt sum1 cn tel miie wats tt by truth feelin n nt LIEs! I WAN TO NOE WATS THE FEELIN OF BEING LOVED DOTE AND CARE!!
i really feel lik crying, im jus continue studyin studyin jus t0 4gt eu!! but i cnt !! i stil cnt! i t0ld mysel i wil 4gt eu if i study mre n jus keep studyin i cn 4gt eu !! BUT I STIL CNT !! >.<>
from y0ung, im jus being treated lik a RUBBISH!! bring pushed t0 0ther and hab 0utsider t0 tc 0f miie, my parents were jus HACKACRE 0f wat they did t0 miie, wat i gt fr0m them was 0nli PAIN SORROW HATEs CANNED WACK. g0 hm father wil 0s0 d0 the same, i wan a n0rmal life nt a gurl wh0m is wit0ut childh00d. when i heard frenzs t0kin abt childh00d, i gt nth t0 sae, i wil 0nli sae ' sry, i gt n0 childh00d' n wil jus walk away wit silence. i jus wan t0 b a n0rmal child wh0 hab childh00d, hu hab their parents t0 d0te 0n. hu cn hug their parents everyday while sayin gud nite t0 them, havin thier parents sayin tt ' guai ting, iLOVEeu'. All these r jus simple yet i gt n0ne. Ah bin sae i must 4gt all this but i reali dun0 hw shld i d0 t0 gt it. isnt tt i study everyday every min t0 4gt it? i alrdy try tt le, but stil n0 use, tt cause my head t0 w0rst, turnin miie t0 suffer fr0m headache and stress.
I jus need a shlder t0 led 0n, maybe 'HIM' but since he didnt even wan to care den tt's it

Guess wat i'm doin when i'm bl0ggin

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